Feelings matter

I read this just now and totally understood it and felt like it was necessary to share it.  As 2012 was slowly passing by, I was pretty sure that I would never ever feel love again.  I didn't want to after what happened at the end of 2011.  I was sure that I didn't need to find love anymore.  It would just be a bonus but it was a bonus I was no longer looking for.  Luckily, a stranger emailed me and it was the beginning of something weird and different.

I loved him because he made me realize that love was something I always wanted and will always want despite all my attempts to deny it.  I loved him at a time when neither of us were probably ready to love or be loved.  I still love him when love is the last thing I want in my world.

It was with him that I could relate to all those songs you hear about...the ones that make your heart flutter because you know what the singer is singing about.