Stepping it up

So I took my day off today from running/walking.  It has definitely paid off since I'm walking around feeling like I'm unable to walk.  I know that I've been able to better articulate my feelings as I am starting to feel some of the things I have wanted to feel for a while.

I have come to realize that I will have to get in contact with him to get my meatloaf glassware.  I had only bought it to make dinner that night and it wasn't meant for him to keep.  In addition, he also has my book which I'm sure he hasn't read yet but I would like to have back one day so I can read it.  I came to the realization that I had returned most (if not all of his stuff) in an effort to give myself some type of closure.  I know where my heart lays but I also know the steps I need to take to keep moving forward.

I got an invitation to run.  I found it funny only because I don't run.  I doddle on the trail.  I go because I feel like I need to.

I am finally stepping it up.