Reversion

Today I let my guard down and allowed the pain and emotions come back into my life.  All my insecurities that I had not focused on for a little while came rushing back to me.  It wasn't the best feeling in the world as it was a reminder of what I still want deep down inside of me: him.

It sucks but I know that I have to keep pushing forward.  My life is about progression and the here and now.  That's the most important thing I need to focus on.