Racing thoughts

My day has been good.  I had a good Saturday night.  It has been a while where I just go out, spend time with someone  I am getting to know and just enjoy myself.  It was a reminder how I really just put pressure on myself.

This morning was beautiful and being able to just have a lazy Sunday was nice.  As much as I wanted to BE somewhere, it was just nice being nowhere but home.

As I was showering though, things seemed to turn for the worse.  Thoughts started racing through my head like they use to do before.  I sped up my shower in an attempt to hurry it up so I could get out of there quick and be done.  The more I concentrated on MY thoughts, the more the OTHER thoughts continued to race.  

I don't know what's going on but I don't like it.  

Please save me.