Not Ready

So my emotions have been back and forth.  I find reassurance at times, reading different articles in reference to relationships and what not.  This morning I read one that helped a little and I feel like sharing may be good for me.

9 Red Flags That Show He's Not Ready For You

I am unsure if these red flags were there before June (they may have been but I was too in love to notice) but I feel that they were ever present now.  At times, I feel like maybe it's just how he does things, he does them differently from me but there are some stand alone's on this list that make me feel otherwise.

In my opinion, the ones that apply to him: everything but 2.  He knows what his mission is and he is passionate about his goals....I just was never one of them.

Though reading this makes me sad, I know it'll be okay.

(Just time to get my pills from my car before too long!)