The Worry Escalation Paradox

Worry leads to more worry which continues to lead to more worrying.

I am lost.  I am starting to wonder if I am losing focus on what I need to be focus on.  Things were fun this weekend.  Really fun.  Almost at an extremely carefree state.  I felt like I was back in the zone with him.  It kinda felt real again.

Communication is key. Communication by BOTH sides is necessary.  One sided-ness leads to other issues, as I am starting to uncover.

I want it to work out and be good.  I wonder if it could be good or am I just hoping for something that's already slipped away.