Thank you for telling me things last night.  I hope we can continue to do that.  I miss you dearly especially your smile.  I love you with all my heart and when I hear the new Enrique song (which you may not even be familiar with) and here him say "contigo," I think of you.  "Siempre" and "contigo" are two of my favorite words in Spanish and I want both of them to apply to you.

I know what I'm about to do is embark on a journey to better myself because I want to be a better me so I can be part of us.  I'm hoping that you still want that.