Happiness!

So for once, I am in the practice of turning unhappy thoughts into happy thoughts as they pass through my head.  It's been a refreshing practice that I have started to build in myself without destroying my true authentic self.

In the past, I would just bury negative feels and let them pile up over time.  My insecurities would build up and *BOOM*, everything would explode.  Now I am learning as I read and read and read continuously different things support this positive mindset, I am learning it really is about me (which I've known forever!)  I know what my heart desires (and its not necessarily the expected) and I know that if I am to get these things, I have to do certain things differently.

I want to be happy and I deserve to be happy and that's all that matters! :)