Check up

I went to my PCP today to possibly look into some medication and to ask him to check out my concern for this persisting pain in my lower left side.

We talked about the medication and he asked me to get my therapist to call him instead of just calling her himself.  He ended up offering me another script and suggested I ask my therapist and see what she thought.  If she had a different suggestion, he would gladly write the script for that.  I thought to myself that honestly, I am good with my doctor's recommendation, being that I have worked with him for a while now.  He actually told me that his opinion is that I just need time but if I wanted the script, he would do it for me.  (I began to lose a big of composure a.k.a. began crying and explained to him that this is how I am when I don't pull it together!)

He was hesitant at first to check me out in regards to my pain but examined me and said that everything sounded fine.  He continued to inform me that I'm going to always feel some kinks in there from time to time and it would be normal.  Just to be cautious and if it continues to bother me to call my ob/gyn, which is my plan.

On a random note, it seems that I've lost some more weight over the weekend, 2-3lbs.  I'm not sure if thats a good or bad thing but I'll spin it as a positive for myself as it is my goal overall!

Two prayers for those out there who like them as currently I find it important to open myself to all faiths as I go through my own personal growth:  the serenity prayer in greater length and a healing prayer as I continue to heal myself, physically, emotionally and mentally.