Last post before surgery...

Lots of things going through my mind...

If I had posted earlier I would have just posted this video and ended it there.
"Your name forever on my lips..."



Last Kiss - Taylor Swift lyrics

But instead, my brother, in his awkward goofy fashion, asked me what was going on and as we googled pictures of fibroids, he went and looked up a video of what they reminded him of.  Apparently it reminded him of Meatwad from Aqua Teen Hunger Force.  I've never watched the show but here's a clip.




So after all of that visual enjoyment/stimulation...am I ready?  Yes and no.  I know I am abut 8 hours away from my arrival time to prep for my surgery.  I'm scared and nervous but I've taken my meds for the night.  I actually pretty tired since I spent the evening cleaning my room.  I have my salt lamp on and mentally have an idea of what I need to get together to take with me tomorrow.  I may consider packing but I think I'm going t wait a little bit.

I, ironically, am feeling a little bit of positive energy  (thank you to all that are sending it my way!) and am hopefully that though I am inheriting a new gnarly scar, I am leaning how to ask for help and who is there for me.

Good night dear friends and signing off tonight with lots of love...