I AM ALIVE!!

So it's been forever since I last made an entry. In all honesty, it has nothing to do with having a busy life and more with being a lazy person. I use to be soo good about blogging but no more! It's probably because I know no one is reading it therefore I don't bother updating. So lemme update a few things that have been going on in my life.

My Job:
I quit working at CTS at the beginning of January. I FINALLY came to the conclusion that it was NOT for me after almost depleting all of my savings and being screwed over by them quite a few times. *sigh* Some lessons are hard to learn. THAT was one of them. I'm back to working as a contract tutor. I've enjoying working with elementary school kids a lot where I'm actually considering going back into it. To be totally honest, it kinca scares me to go back into education but I have found some education jobs of interest! We'll see how that goes!

My Life:
Not much has changed there...I don't party as much because I don't have the money for it. I'm going back to the gym but not as religiously as I was last spring. I'm trying to work myself back into that but it's a bit of a longer process this time. Like I said, I'm a bit lazy this time around! It sucks to think life hasn't changed much in the last *almost* six months.

My Love:
Well there's still not much going on there. I'm actually heading out of town later this week to spend some time with someone. At first I thought it was going to be great but after a conversation with him last night, I'm not so sure. I think I've come back to the realization that love might not be for me! It happens...I need to stop wanting and just let it happen somewhere. I dunno...

My Friends:
Lots has happened there. There have been breakups and makeups and an engagement! Exciting! I get to be a bridesmaid next February. (One of my motivations for working out...so I don't look like a fat cow in the dress!) We'll have to see how that works out.

My Music:
I just wanted to add that everyone needs to check out Leona Lewis! She's good shit! That's it...=)

I'm going to try to update a little bit more often. Blogging is cathartic for me...esp if I use my alias! Something to consider again....till then!