Countdown to Goodbye...

so as those of you that i keep in touch with may already know, i'm not going anywhere with my job...location-wise. i'm not gonna be freezing my tookus up in Ohio this winter. (and after yesterday, i'm pretty damn excited about that!! lol)

but what it does mean is that i've got to say goodbye to the people that i've become friends with over the past four and a half months. to be honest, it's going to be pretty difficult for me but i'm definitely gonna try my best!

individually, (some of) these people have made an impact in my life through their friendship. to be honest, i would probably NEVER tell them the extent that they have but i'm hoping that they know it.

i've come to realize that for some people, when i'm scared of losing them, i have a tendency to push them away. (i think i inherited that quality from Doug since he did such a good job of doing that to me! boo!)

i've come to the conclusion that i'll be writing goodbye notes to those who matter the most to me. i think words are the best way to express how i feel and how i want my friendship with these people to continue, no matter what!!

the red-headed bitch will get none! hahaha...i swear, if i wasnt still in the business, i would totally give her the girl fight of her life!!

okay, well i've gotta get to work early today so i can have a one on one with the manager...i've got to discuss my future here with this company since i'm not really sure what's going to happen next. i think the ASS man's (and he's more of an ASS than a MAN!) words really did put a negative spin towards any light that he may try to shed today but i'd like to at least express my concerns so that everything makes sense in the manager's eyes too!