don't judge!

read the following quoted text with an open minded...esp when you get to my response/reaction to it.

hey you, well i am getting a divorce, short but sweet, hope you are ok, dont really know what to say xxx

so i logged in to find this message...

i'm not exactly sure how i'm suppose to feel.

i'm a little happy/excited because i know what this means for me. but in all honesty, i'm hoping he's okay.

when i first found out that he had abruptly gotten married after knowing her for a month, i was shocked, disappointed and a little devastated! i mean, he had known me LONGER and it wasn't like we had eloped or anything!! what made things worse was that when he was married, he told me he thought of me....

*SIGH*

ya know that made things worse! now, he's FINALLY getting a divorce and i'm not sure what to think! i'm sure i have some beginnings...honestly, i just miss talking to him. every time i hear Mr. Brightside (even JUST the beginning of the song), i think of him since that was his ringtone...LAME, i know!

oh man, this is what happens when you work too much and dont have much of an outside social life....

*YES, this means i do have a job again...sundays are my ONLY free day! schedule me in advance peoples! =)*