so it's been a while....

since i've blogged! i don't know why i've been soo lazy about it but i definitely have lots to say...

1. Gman and i are currently not speaking...two weeks ago tomorrow, he made a stupid comment. i was mad then...not like a little mad but a LOT mad! we didn't talk for a good 15 minutes in the car until i dropped him off. i don't get it because we'll have our good moments-our outing at the wine bar where he introduced me to 'menage à trois,' an really good red wine that i know enjoy, and then we have our bad moments when he's retarded! there has been NO verbal contact but i was nice enough to send him a 'merry Christmas' text...which he replied with a very 'Gman' response by saying "happy Jesus day" haha...soo yeah...i really hope we talk soon because unfortunately i miss hanging out with him...=(

2. i've recently been back in contact with Austin David...he's always good times to talk to! i'm gonna have to plan a good weekend in Austin where i have TONS of buffers around me to keep me safe! =)

3. i've resigned...i'm no longer a teacher...isn't that NUTS?? it's really scary to be honest and i've been a little bit on the lazy side about looking for a new job! i really need to get on it but we'll see what happens next! i haven't told the parentals still which isn't really a good thing but i'm hoping to do it soon?? if not, i'll be pretending to go to work next week! EEK!! (SIDE NOTE: i really loved my kids...at least most of them...i think i just got burnt out on the fact that everything that's done at our school isn't in th best interest of the studentt s and everyone knows that, esp the people that count, the kids and the administrators. i really want to make a difference but i can't work in a place that i don't believe in. i love my immediate boss (she's the best person in the world with the best interest but ya know how that is..)

4. I GOT DDR!!! YEAH!! Talk about good Christmas! =D of course i had TOTAL input into it but who doesn't! it's a good family fun gift!!

5. True friendship...i'm definitely learning about friendship...i got backstabbed and i'm still dealing with it...sorta. i should just cut ties but i don't know if i'm that kind of person to do that. it's something to think about! i miss my friends...all of them!

6. A new year, a new me! more on that to come!


So in interest of being an active blogger again, i'm going to try to be better at updating...at least for a while when i have nothing better to do! wish me luck!!

p.s. i've finally added a picture of myself on the main page! i love this pic! it was at my friend's graduation party at her sister's house! it's with some of my favorite HNGC people!