NO MORE DRAMA...

So today, FINALLY, i've come to the conclusion that i'm gonna finally attempt (to regain) a DRAMA-FREE life!!

i had been coasting for a while, drama-free, until i decided to create mild drama for myself. it's always self-created and self-inflicted purely to make my life LESS boring! weird huh?

i'm giving it all up today. as of late, my drama has been purely based around guys. NO MORE! here are the ways i will accomplish this:

1. no more worrying about the Gman! even if i like him, it doesn't matter! things will happen if they're suppose to happen! if they don't, well, it wasn't meant to be! big whoopty doo! a friend is better than nothing!
2. no more making 'connections!' i'm tired of it! im gonna stick to the superficial! everytime i make a connection and i dont pull out as the winner, it makes me sad. not mildly or moderately sad....it makes me VERY sad! it reminds me (for some self-depreciating reason that i'm alone!)
3. just let things be! dont MAKE things happen....if they'ree gonna happen, it'll happen. i control my fate, yes, but i'm not gonna speed it up! i will not be the catalyst! not anymore!
4. take it easy. hakuna matata! no worries!! i'm gonna be freeee!

So will it last?? who knows! it's like a new year's resolution...it's not gonna last long but i can sure damn hope it will!!