Friday, October 13, 2006

Infidelity

I'm angry (and yes its before noon and a Friday and I'm at HOME!!! MH days baby!!) Phil messaged me last night (when I was passed out!) and we just spoke. Apparently he said that we couldnt speak anymore...not like we were speaking a lot prior to today's conversation!! Despite being married, he claims to think about me! HA!

Why is it that a man's infidelity is a woman's fault?? When I found out he got married (impulsively nonetheless!), I gave up on the idea of him! I was done!! It took me a little bit of time but I got over it, never to think of anything like that with him. So how is it that he doesn't want to talk to me again because HE thinks about me!!! He's the one that messaged me when he saw me online! He's the one that's sending messages as if he wasn't married! Why is it that he tells me that things would progress between us? I know he's married!!! He made that decision without factoring in how he felt about me!

I don't get MEN for this reason! It's ALWAYS the woman's fault! MY ASS!! If you cant be emotionally committed to your wife, then you shouldn't have gotten married!! I've been out of the picture and you still about me! Don't tell me that stuff because all it does is makes ME unhappy too!! If you're going to be emotionally unfaithful, don't blame me!

PLEASE, EVERYONE!!! If you're not ready to get married, still have to debate your feelings on two people, DONT DO IT!! You're not meant to be married. Leave it be! Work out your feelings before you take the BIG step! DIVORCE isn't FUN!

Sunday, October 08, 2006

Having Fun....Confuzzed?

So I'm having sooo much fun lately just hanging out! G is freaking fun to hang out with! We went to the Greek Festival today with a quick detour to the Ferrari Festival! lemme tell ya its kinda weird and funny (ALL AT THE SAME TIME!) to see a grown man tell ya he's gettin an erection from looking at ferraris!

Greek Festival wasn't what I expected but the company was great! we got to hang out in the heat, wait in line to see the dance show, debate on whether we were gonna go to the porta-potties (which we didnt!), go through the gift shop, talk to people and enjoy ourselves!

TONS of FUN!

I hate being confuzzed but I like hanging out.....oh well! I'm gonna try to enjoy things and have fun! =)