In Need Of Something...

I need a fire lit under my ass! I need to feel like there's an urgency to get something done! What's wrong with me that I feel no need to be accomplished! This is bothersome to me that I'm just static.

I LACK inspiration. I NEED inspiration!!

I remember one of my best semesters in college was when I met Doug! I was trying to impress him and thus worked my butt off that semester! Lucky me I was able to pull off some amazing stuff at that time, even though things didnt work out the way I wanted it too!

I need that again!! I need that MUSE, that DRIVE, that DESIRE...where has it gone??

How on earth do you get your motivation back? I'm only 25! It's too soon too lose it!! I hope this isn't a sign of something bigger and out of my control!