some quickies
so i had a great birthday...i'm finally 25! yikes!!....i love my friends for just endulging in my need to be retarded and play games! they're great! i think im gonna make some tshirts to thank the ones that work with me. i figured it would be fun like that! =)
"heart-broken"...there is such a thing as too good to be true! i hate how i become infactuated so easily! it drives me fucking insane! the worst part is that when the inevitable (doom) happens, i'm actually sad! i'm a fool...and i hate myself for that...feelings can be too real sometimes...i'm just stupid for believing (or hoping) that it'll work to my advantage! do we ever grow out of that???
school starts this wednesday...i've resolved that i'm gonna be more active. i dunno what its going to take but im gonna have to do something and quick! i'm becoming a fatty again...gained half of the weight a lost this summer back. its starting to get a little depressing. apparently i'm gonna have to work on the visual because my personality aint working by itself! sad huh?
so gettin use to going to bed early is hard! i'll never be one of those teachers who go to bed at 10pm! i wish! hopefully one day!
thats it for now....if you wanna cheer me up, feel free to try it. i can use all the cheering up i can get! maybe timing will work for me soon! hopefully!
oh yeah..before i forget, i hate stupid people (DUH!) especially girls who are retarded about confronting you for NO reason...BITCHES! thats all girls are! haha
