stop being retarded!!!
Current mood: angry

to be honest, i really dont know who to believe anymore...i keep on hearing just one person's account of what's going on. the last time i've had such roller coaster feelings/thoughts about guys in general was back in austin. as much as those guys were cool, fun, great, they were also freaking retarded!! for the past two years, i've been "happily single" i enjoy myself whenever i get a chance, without any worries! but now, lately, i've been going from giddy to frustrated in 24 hours!!

i'm getting soo frustrated! MAKE THINGS HAPPEN!! if i could, i would try to but i can't!! .. i dont have the resources for them. i dont know if i'm being lied to, tested or just yanked around but i can't take this anymore! ..

i'm a great person. i'm sure you're a great person too! but in all honesty, neither of us will ever get a chance to experience that first hand unless something happens.

if you don't care to do anything, relay THAT message. it doesn't bother me. sometimes things are too good to be true...


Sometimes it's hard to know where I stand
It's hard to know where I am
Well maybe it's a puzzle I don't understand
Sometimes I get the feeling that I'm
Stranded in the wrong time
Where love is just a lyric in a children's rhyme, a soundbite

Is it any wonder I'm tired?
Is it any wonder that I feel uptight?
Is it any wonder I don't know what's right?
Oh these days!
After all the misery made
Is it any wonder that I feel afraid?
Is it any wonder that I feel betrayed?

Is It Any Wonder?
~Keane

Currently listening: Under the Iron Sea By Keane Release date: By 20 June, 2006