In a Funk...

so i'm in a little bit of a funk...i'm not really happy about it but i'm not really going to do anything about it either! there's not much to do about it anyway...but here's the story!

so my friend has been trying to set me up with guys..or more or less jump start (restart) the whole dating thing for me. (to be honest, i had been okay with my lack of dating...its something that i had become accustom to since arriving back in houston...its just one of those things that i'm not too bothered about...on the flip side, its presence isn't necessarily a bad thing either...see where thc confusion can lay??)

well like i was typing, my friend has a LOT of guys in mind...A LOT! they're all young, attractive, successful guys. she's been showing them (as embarassing as this is) my myspace page. because of it, they have insight into how i look like, my interests, etc, whatever is on my myspace. and so far, according to her, i've been getting a positive reception. i have a feeling that also maybe because she's working really hard to sell me! she's definitely good at selling the mediocre for amazing!

so what is the problem you may be wondering?? no calls, no contact, nada! all the info i get is third party. its extremely frustrating! i'm almost done with thiknig about it. maybe this is all an elaborate plan to get me to find my own guys! lol

these guys are busy. they all have really really successful careers that require a lot of time and me, i'm an emotionally spoiled brat! its just frustrating that they always talk about callin gbut never do it! ugh!

so FUCK it! no more worries...i'd rather sit on my ass and enjoy my summer than get flustered about this stuff...im gonna need to make trips and do things so i can be busy. =)

back to being busy and aloof....back to EXTRAORDINARY...back to me! =)

but right now, i'm gonna be in a funk!