taking the first step. . .

so tonight i watched finding nemo. it's been a while since i last watched it. i love that movie. . .its too cute! well the first time i saw it was back at college park at the boys' apt. i was sitting on the couch watching it by myself until Alfredo caved in and sat down and watched it with me. i miss times like that. . .all that QT with the boys back in Austin. i actually IMed Alfredo after i finished watching the movie to tell him some things. in the end, i suggested that we go on a date the next time we're in the same city. sometimes i regret that i didnt go with the feeling, the whole crush thing. to be honest, i was just too scared. i mean, he's one of my closest guy friends and i love him dearly. when we werent friends for those 6 months or so, it nearly KILLED me!! all those times i wanted to sit there and IM him but couldnt was TORTURE!! i'm glad things ended up working out in the end. i guess now i'm just curious of what could have been. . .the good thing is that BOTH of us are. it'll be fun for us to hang out in a not just friends environment. i kinda cracks me up thinking about it but it'll be fun. we always have fun together and thats what counts. i'm glad i'm starting to realize that sometimes the best things are under our nose. . .it just takes some time to figure it out.