Breathe and Reboot. . .

i took the title from tonight's rerun of Sex and the City. it's funny because i think this title will sum it all up, everything that i have to write tonight.

so today, instead of teaching my B day classes, i went to a SAP training. SAP is the Student Assistance Program that they have in our district. i was getting trained to be a group facillitator. to be honest, sometimes i dont know why i volunteer for these things since i'm really sure how well i'll be at it. (actually i'll probably be great at it since i use to do something similar when i worked in austin!)

while at the training, there were a lot of group therapy moments. individuals were allowed to share different personal things about themselves, so personal that at times, the whole room was in tears, especially myself.

i know i'm a big wussy when it comes to emotional things. i ALWAYS cry. it sucks but it just means i have emotions. i'm an empathizer. i feel what people feel. it's tough hearing about all these emotional things. sometimes i put up a wall just so i dont fall into an emotional pit. it sucks.

so the idea to keep in mind is to just reframe everything, rewrite it so it ends the way you want it to. like Carrie says: Breathe and Reboot!

so here's my attempt to reframe and reboot. to all the guys before, here's what i have to tell you:

thank you G, DA, DG, B, ect. y'all are all great guys, people i would love to hang out and be with except we dont want the same things. for that reason, it's time for me to leave and start over somewhere else. thanks again for the good times!

no more blue screen of death!! time to go on!! CHARGE!