BOO...hoo
Okay so I'm pretty much set on the idea that I'm not in a happy mood. I'm borderline "hand me my Prozac prescription please" right now. It really didn't hit me till last night when I was lying in bed. I just realized "man, I'm just not happy!" I don't really know what the deal is to be honest. I'm starting to think that all of life's daily stresses are starting to beat at me and pound me into the ground. I told Gypsy today that I think I've come to the the little bump in my life where I really wish I had that constant guy in my life again. I miss having a rock to come back to. To be completely honest, all of my rocks have been anything but constant, consistent, steady. If anything, they were always unreliable but the one thing was that made it important to me was that they were there. hmph! Nowadays, I cant even manage to PRETEND to keep something steady. I'm feeling soo torn about so many things. I just want to find someone who can take care of me when I'm down.
Sometimes, I just wish I had a guy to just give me a hug when I need it. I think that's what I miss the most. When I do get it, I never really want it to end.
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dude....i am totally feeling the same way...just down and out and lonely. i just want someone to come hug me and take care of me when i'm down.
oddly though--i don't want a guy anymore...i just want to go home and let mom take care of me. :( i've totally given up on dudes here...I am thinking about moving again....who knows if I'll do it though. TN or NC? ya with me?! hehee.
don't feel down, I'd give you hug, but we still haven't even gone out yet. Oh yeah, by the way this is Greg. I'll let you rack your brain on who, been a while since we talked. Chin up prof. those kids can smell it when you are down.
thanks guys...i appreciate the comments.
Pam - if I was to move, you know it would be to Austin. I dont know why but that city means so much to me it makes no sense! if I was to ever stray from the idea of Austin, it would have to be Boston or something up North and East Coast. I want a WHOLE NEW wardrobe if I'm gonna move even further!!
Greg - I haven't talked to you in FOREVER!! but thanks! Hugs just mean a lot from time to time. I'm a huggy chick and I dont do much of that anymore.
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