A Thinker...

David G: totally think he is just the funnest guy in the world!! I love how sarcastic and joking we are. He brings out a side of honesty that I normally dont see in myself. I got to spend time with him last night, just shooting the shiet. It was great. The sad thing is he STILL has a gf. We're just friends so its okay. He wants more. I wont give him more because he has a gf. Sometimes I wonder why he "chooses" me. (Maybe he doesnt) but after last night's vmail, I dunno what to think. Compliments are received well. I never thought he would find me attractive (damaged self-esttem from years ago) nevertheless sexy. LOL. I can handle cute though. I should step away from him. He has a gf. PERIOD. But I like having him as a friend. I could be wrong for it all but who knows and who care. *sigh* I do or I wouldnt write all of this.

Sometimes I think to myself how much I miss the simple little things. I got to sit outside on a bench last night, talking to an awesome person while looking at the stars. How classically romantic is that?? It's crazy. Yet its not mine and NEVER will be. It's okay. I'll manage.

ACL was great. I wish I had seen more acts but its all good. I enjoyed the ones I saw. =)