I love Texas Football!
UT is now 2-0. AWESOME!! Tonight's game was a killer! I sat there at home in the comforts of my own living room watching it by myself. In the first quarter, it was great as we pulled an early of 10-0. But once Ohio State caught up and then by passed us, I was worried about a 3-6 point difference that could cost UT the game! After talking to my asian sensation friend, I realized I still had HOPE!! (OF COURSE!!)
After an AMAZING touchdown with 2:37 left to play (which was questions on whether Limas Sweed actually crossed the plane), Texas was tied to till the field goal.
OMG, lemme tell you that the next play had me SCREAMING "safety, safety, SAFETY!!" hahaha So it was great when we got to add 2 more points to win 25-22!! I LOVE IT! College football amazes me sometimes! (I can't believe Ricky was there too! I hope he's living it up in Columbus right now!)
Hook'em
So this might not be the place for this but dammit, I'm sick and tired of "misunderstandings" a.k.a. what I like to think of as "personal interpretations" of things. I'm having a less social year where I actually want to be on my shiet and get things together. I realize that hasn't been hapenning as much as I would like it to but it needs to happen! I'm not in the business of pleasing people as my personality has always wanted to do! I'm finally going to be a little selfish. I love my friends but at the same time, I don't have time to explain every one of my actions. Maybe being the only girlie girl in my inner circle has affected my sensitivity to girlie girls. LOL. I don't know how to put up with shiet because I've never had to. And PLUS, if I'm going to put up with your shiet, I better consider you top notch shiet! It's weird but I think I've always made "close" friends pretty quickly and what not but at the same time, I've never had a person that I've told everything to. . .well except for Shazia. She knows EVERYTHING. I love calliing her my best friend and there's a reason why she has that title: I don't need to tell her for her to know!! =)
But yeah, I'm tired of putting up with CRAP!! I'm not your crap container! If you've got shiet, KEEP IT! I already have enough of my own!!
On a good note, I went shopping today after waking up at the butt crack of dawn to take my cousins to get more Katrina Aid. It really sucks that they're going through this and it sucks even more than they feel like their kids are unable to help them because of their own selfishness. It kinda pisses me off. In such said emergency, the first people I would help out in any way would be my parents. DUH! It only makes sense! Well we were down at GRB and it's crazy seeing how things look down there. I'm glad that Houston is sucha great city with such giving people for all this to be happening around me.
Well the shopping allowed me to accumulate another pair of black sandals and some shirts from the Gap. The shirts are good for wearing to work when I'm not in an ironing mood. =) That's always a good alternative! YEAH!
Well I'm tired. I've been up for 18 hours now. I think its time to sleep.
On more time...
25-22 bitches. . .Hook'em!
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been hit by the spam bot like everyone else. . time for word verification to make sure you're real! yeah!!! thanks!
wow...so...that came off as super bitchy dude. i don't mean to dump shit on you--since, clearly, you're not a shit container. but my Paw Paw died...so I'm going to be gone for a while. I didn't want to call and let you know since you don't really want more shit to deal with....thanks. I'm not going to be able to got ACL since I'm taking off three days this week to go home. I'm going to see if Andrea wants to buy my ticket, but if not--I'll let you know and you can see if Caroline wants it.
I don't mean to be a bitch--but your personality isn't to please everyone else all the time, and that's cool with me--I still like you--but don't think that this is the first time you've been selfish. That journal entry hurt me dude.
Pam, again I'm sorry about your PawPaw but that kinda stuff was NOT what I was referring to in my post. I'm actually sad that you felt like that's what I meant.
I'm just sick and tired of misunderstandings and little things that seem to be blown up into bigger deals than they really are.
I'm sorry if that it took this post for you to finally tell me that you think I can be a selfish bitch sometimes. Honestly, I already knew that. I hate to say it but everyone is selfish. It's (unfortunately) human nature, survival of the fittest, ect, ect.
Maybe my personality isn't to please people. . .maybe it's not anymore. All I know is that right now, I'm going through something personal. Maybe I'm finally letting myself be who I really am for the first time in my life.
here's my major heartache with these entries...i don't think you're a bitch--you're right, we are all selfish--i certainly don't deny that! i love you--and i've always considered you one of my absolute best friends--and i tell people, "wow, i have two girlfriends that i can tell everything"....but come to find out you don't tell me stuff, you don't feel comfortable being yourself around me, and you never tell me that...I never knew you weren't being the real you. I want you to be you--I don't want other fake crap. It just hurt my feelings that you feel like you can't talk to us about stuff and then said you didn't want to hear anymore shit because you had your own to deal with--and you do--but that's what friends are for man. i don't mind listening and i always thought you felt hte same way--but that entry made it sound otherwise...and it just really crushed me.
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