COMPLAINT

I've decided not to write about school today and how things went. instead, I've decided to just complain, maybe even vent so readers bear with me!

I like to think I'm a fairly easy person to get along with. I don't intentially ever come off as controversial or unwelcoming but apparently some people just dont like me.

Case in point, Derek.

He's a new teacher at work and I'm starting to really notice that he's just "rude" and unwelcoming around me. I've always cared what people thought about me but in this case, I really don't give a damn. I don't know what his deal with me is but I'm starting to be slightly offended by him. Maybe I'm seeing it from a bias slant now but I don't know. Sometimes you just don't get a good feeling about people? Honestly I think I never gave, acted or reacted to him in our few interactions in a way for him to develop a bad opinion of me. Maybe the boy just doesn't like Asian people. Whatever it is, I am officially NOT a fan of him. To be blatantly honest, I really don't EVER want to be in a social setting with him. . .EVER! Professionally, I'm stuck with it. Apparently we will have some similar students, I already know of one. But if necessary, I will always try to stay away from him because he just sends me a weird vibe. I'm sick of giving this aura excuse. Last year, I could see that with Jeremy. With Derek, I just think he has some against me. Whatever it is, he can shove it. (Maybe that's mean but 1. I'm beaing honest and 2. he'll never read this.)

DISCLAIMER: I'm really not a hateful person. It's just that it annoys the crap out of me when people act differently around me versus my friends, especially if it's blatantly obvious (to me) and IT IS!! I like to think that I'm tolerable and likeable but man!!

Whatever. I'm done with it. I'm just going to stay away and be work appropriate. Sorry Pam but if I bail out on group activities, you'll know why.

Night people.