SHOPPING, the cure for BOREDOM. . . *take 2*
**firefox crashed so im going to recreate what i had earlier
. . .since 1999. im sure i've been doing this for years upon years but in college it was prominent. we would catch the bus to the mall whenever we got bored. . .it was good times! normally i dont like going to the mall by myself but today, i spent a good day of solitary shopping. it was nice. i ended up getting a pair of shoes, two shirts and two pants. one of the pants im still not sure about but we'll see. im a little obsessive about banana republic now. i think its a good place to get nice pants. i tried on a pair and they fit perfectly! like "OMG they made me feel GORGEOUS" perfect!! too bad perfection costs $78!! ouchie! couldnt do that kinda damage to my bank account! im already hurting it as is right now!!

i also went to target and picked up the Howie Day cd. its really good! i love the song Collide! its soo romantic in a very subtle way. just check out the lyrics. i looked up his tour dates since he came to 104 and did a little in studio thing. apparently he did a show in austin at stubb's but not here. just came in for that little promo! it kinda makes me angry when artists bypass houston. im sure we could provide small venues too!! well for your viewing pleasure, here's a picture of Howie. this is whats on the cover of the special edition cover for "stop all the world now." i'll be honest, his music varies. sometimes its a dark sounding (to me) and then its just normal. . whatever that means. can you tell i should be a music critic? lol


anyways, i was talking to D again tonight about stuff. . .(my vagueness surprises me sometimes) and it was interesting. love, like, lust, blah. . .relationships! it really makes you think! why is it that when we like someone, we get extremely nervous? what for? are we scared to screw things up? because honestly the other person should like us for our flaws too!! i mean, NO ones perfect right?? i remember being nervous when i was dating Doug. it was purely for stupid reasons. i was immature, only 21. i didnt think i was "worthy." hahaha now i know better than to think that!

also what makes or breaks a potential relationship? what are we willing to put up with? is a bad habit okay? i've dated social smokers. . .i didnt necessarily kiss them AFTER the smoking but i've dated them. what about if they're not good at something? kissing, sex, foreplay, heck even conversation?? what then?? i'll be honest, i've had something *ahem*, well that i didnt like too much happen upon me and i still liked the guy. it was traumatizing to say the least but i still liked him. was i just stupid and naive or naive and stupid? lol. . .who knows!! i'll admit, i dunno if im a good kisser. i dont think i've ever learned from the best! what if im the one who's sucked and the guys have been letting me slide?? hahaha. . honestly i dont think i would really care. well until it really counted. . .maybe. . .

well here's a picture of me and my niece. she wasnt too happy at the time. . .but dont worry it wasnt because i scared her!!
oh yeah, which reminds me, when i was in the car, there was this aunt who HAD to have traumatized her nephew! they were at the pond feeding ducks when this duck bit her toe! she grabbed it by the neck and flung it. her nephew asked her "why did you throw the duck??" LOL dude!! thats FUNNY shiet! (oh yeah D, its spelled that way so it can be pronounced "sheeee-it"

okay thats it! happy reading folks!!

oh yeah, p.s. i wanna go karaoke so be prepared people!! =D