having a Carrie moment
its funny sometimes how you want to share your life with someone you're willing to change your whole life for them. its amazing! back in the beginning of college, i gave a deaf ear to knowing that Giang had issues with me not being Catholic. later on, i pretended not to realize that nothing would/could ever happen between Doug and i, despite feeling like we were actually getting closer and that he was finally appreciating me for being the AWESOME person that i am. . .

i was talking to a guy who was telling me about how he likes this girl (dont get mad at me D for using you!) and what he's willing to do for her without her really knowing (well some of the things). its amazing what the human heart is willing to do sometimes. . .*sigh*

the moon is bright tonight and i can see it outside of my window. its times like these that i wish i had someone to lay in bed with. . .