friday nite update!
okay so i went on my little outing with Will at Volcano. it was really fun! i got there a TAD late so i called him literally when i was like seconds away without knowing!! pulled up into the parking lot (instictively since there was parking) and walked inside realizing i have NO idea where he was!! he actually find me and when i followed him, i totally dropped down a foot since i didnt realize there was a STEP! then i wss stupid and didnt realize i should pull my chair out a little bit before i sat down. lets say i looked like a total dork!! we talked for quite a while which was fun. he got me a frozen screwdriver which wasnt bad at all! it was pretty strong to be honest! felt the buzz for just a sec! LOL! (for my own knowledge, apparently his drink is vodka tonic!) so after hanging for about an hour and a half, we decided to go. he apparently STILL isnt big on a girl paying and he ran out of cash and had plans to hang out with his bro-in-law. i walked him to his car since he was parked on another street. DUDE, boy is FREAKING TALL!!! i mean, he's 6'6"!! it must have looked funny since i was literally wearing flats so i was SHORT!! when we got to his truck, he bent over so we could hug which was cute and i said good bye. i really had lots of fun just hanging out like that. to be honest, i just miss the simplicity of things! hopefully we'll get to do something again sometime. it was fun. =)

to be honest, i'm still not sold on the whole guys thing. i just like being able to socialize and enjoy conversations with a person i dont know well. if anything, being around a person like him makes me more intimidated! ever see the couples where the girl is super hot and the guy is ehh. . .thats how i felt except he was the super hot one. *sigh* its all good though. like Alfredo said, dont put him on a pedestal! if anything, he's a cool person i like that about him! =)

well thats about it. i think im just gonna chill and eventually go to bed. oddly enough, im actually kinda tired. interesting the way things work out. . .