confusion. .
before i begin, lemme say that i HATE when my wireless or just plain ole internet in general refuses to cooperate with my laptop!! it sucks! yesterday was bad just not being able to check my email. yes it sounds lame but yeah, it was a little bit of hell. . okay. . i'm over that

so lemme get to the meat and potatos (sp?) of everything. . .i love that everyone is suddenly having this urge to contact me. . but DUDE!! dont make me act all girly girl trying to decipher the male brain! i didnt understand it when i was in school for 5 years. what on earth makes ya think i can understand it now??

granted i know i overanalyze things and lately i've just been really good at just taking things one step, one breath at a time. but dammit! suddenly i get all girly. . maybe its PMS. . lol.

i think im getting sick. my throat is getting sore and starting to hurt. thats NEVER a good sign!!

oh yeah, thanks for all the compliments guys!! i think im enjoying the whole dressing up and looking nicer thing. it makes me feel good (esp since i've been slacking in the working out dept!! =X)