Good Morning Sunshine!
it is before 8am and i am up!! today is Spring Fest at school and lucky me! i get to be there to join in the festivities!! it looks like a BEAUTIFUL day outside so i'm excited. . .

to be honest, im still feeling craptacular from yesterday. sorry but hormones and XYs can do that. i hate having 180 "mood swings." i think the good thing is that its an internalization. im not necessarily crappy towards other people! cuz honestly, its not any of their faults!! that would be unfair to be mean to them!! what did everyone else do to deserve me being rude to them?

so i've been listening to music all night. . .like ALL NIGHT!! and here's the thing, i wanna meet someone who can do what Adam says in "She Will Be Loved."

She Will Be Loved
Maroon5

Beauty queen of only eighteen
She had some trouble with herself
He was always there to help her
She always belonged to someone else

I drove for miles and miles
And wound up at your door
I've had you so many times but somehow
I want more

I don't mind spending everyday
Out on your corner in the pouring rain
Look for the girl with the broken smile
Ask her if she wants to stay awhile
And she will be loved
She will be loved

Tap on my window knock on my door
I want to make you feel beautiful
I know I tend to get insecure
It doesn't matter anymore

It's not always rainbows and butterflies
It's compromise that moves us along
My heart is full and my door's always open
You can come anytime you want

I don't mind spending everyday
Out on your corner in the pouring rain
Look for the girl with the broken smile
Ask her if she wants to stay awhile
And she will be loved
She will be loved

I know where you hide
Alone in your car
Know all of the things that make you who you are
I know that goodbye means nothing at all
Comes back and begs me to catch her every time she falls