feeling blippity blah blah
i dont think i've been feeling like myself lately this week. i've just felt kinda run down and not feeling like hanging out and stuff. today is the last day of teaching for a week since spring break is next week. im hoping i'll be able to enjoy myself a little bit so that i can stress relieve. i know i've been DEFINITELY tired. everytime i come home, i end up passing out on the coach instead of making it to my bed. i think i've spent 2 out of 4 nights this week on the couch! either im allergic to my bed (which i'm not) or im just too dayam lazy/tired to get there.

i think sometimes its just kinda blah to live the life i do. honestly you do need emotional support or just SUPPORT in general being a teacher. i mean, after the last entry (about permanant singleness), im kinda depressed to think that i could possibly NEVER end up with the whole finding the love of my life, blah blah blah. to be totally honest, i use to think something like that did exist. about four years ago or so. . . .but apparently its not happening and i'm not feeling it nowadays. blah!!!

i miss those days. . .