welcome to my LONELY world
its been a while since i've felt this way.  i've always had friends, friendships to hold me over when i was feeling down.  i think right now, honestly, i just want someone in my life.  i miss that part of life.  having someone to just cuddle with, spend time with, hold hands with!  *sigh*  im sooo lame!  but whatever!  i miss it. 

i think John Mayer says it perfectly here:

Love Song for No One

staying home alone on a Friday
flat on the floor looking back
on old love
or lack thereof
 
after all the crushes have faded
and all my wishful thinking was wrong
I'm jaded
I hate it
 
I'm tired of being alone
so hurry up and get here
so tired of being alone
so hurry up and get here
 
searching all my days to find you
not sure what I'm looking for
I'll know where when I see you
until then I'll hide in my bedroom
just staying up all night just to write
a love song
for no one
 
I'm tired of being alone
so hurry up and get here
so tired of being alone
so hurry up and get here
 
I could have met you in a sandbox
I could have passed you on the sidewalk
could I have missed my chance and watched you walk away
 
I could have met you in a sandbox
I could have passed you on the sidewalk
could I have missed my chance and watched you walk away
 
I'm tired of being alone
so hurry up and get here
so tired of being alone
so hurry up and get here
 
you'll be so good
you'll be so good for me
I know you'll be so good
for me
for me