i did it!
i finally did it.  i called, left a voice message and he called me back.  it was good to finally have said what i needed to say.  i was happy to talk to him and found out that the reason why he hadnt called me during the weekend was because his gf finally realized she was taking him for granted and wanted to work things out.  i honestly cant get between a 5 year relationship.  its NOT me!  if i had known in the beginning, THIS would have never happened.  im glad that we can be friends now.  i like him like that.  he brings another dimension into my life. =)

back to the drawing board. . .