i am Lenny
so after my crazy weekend (more like fri nite), im starting to relate to Lenny/"Man on the Side" by John Mayer.  ive never seen myself as a person to get into complicated things but apparently thats what i've done recently.  its kinda a weird thing for me that for some reason ive trapped myself.  ironically i could get out of it as easily as ive gotten into it but i dont want to.  for some reason im waiting around for something.  what is it?  maybe im just waiting for him to tell me MORE  more what?  more about her, him, them, us. . .it doesnt get anymore fucking confusing then this.  if i was smart, i would walk away from my feelings now, realize that all im doing is gettin myself in trouble.  instead, im hanging on for the ride.  i WANT to be there.  its as simple as that and because of that, i am stupid.

Six numbers, one more to dial
Before I'm before you
I tried to call, been busy all night
Gave up waiting at daylight

Excuse Mrs. Busybody
could you pencil me in when you can?
Though we both know that the worst part about it
Is I would be free when you wanted me
If you wanted me

I am the man on the side
Hoping you'll make up your mind
I am the one who will swallow his pride
Life as the man on the side

One of the many
One of the few
To stand back and wait for you

Excuse Mrs. Busybody
could you pencil me in when you can?
Though we both know that the worst part about it
Is I would be free when you wanted me
If you wanted me
 
I am the man on the side
Hoping you'll make up your mind
I am the one who will swallow his pride
Life as the man on the side

I feel in love with the dream that I built of you
Playing the part of the queen
Taking my own advice
Im giving up tonight
Good luck to you and the king

Excuse Mrs. Busybody
could you pencil me in when you can?
Though we both know that the worst part about it
Is I would be free when you wanted me
If you wanted me
 
I am the man on the side
Hoping you'll make up your mind
I am the one who will swallow his pride
Life as the man on the side

when i finally become smart, maybe i'll give up and say good luck to you and your queen. . .