welcome to the world!
i was meaning to write this yesterday but in the mist of tryin to get my sleep i wasnt able to update my blog. yesterday was a great day! Baby Tabitha was born. She's a cutie pie! its funny cz she's got chimp hands, big with LONG fingers!

its amazing! babies bring another perspective to life. i really feel like an adult too!! being around a baby shows me what i am and am not ready for. lets say im definitely NOT ready for diaper changing!

totally a change of subject but knowing that i know someone wont ever read this, or at least not yet, i can write the following: i am TRULY amazingly lucky to have met such a cool guy last week! its amazing! HE'S AMAZING! =) i really hope things do progress.

its funny because everytime im around babies, i get really maternal! ive been feeling it, a little bit. kinda makes my biological clock tick a little! LOL! but after experiencing the whole NATURAL birth thing, i dunno! scary stuff!!

bringing a little person into the world is an AMAZING event!

i dont test well. . or maybe i just need to study!
so i took my science 8-12 test today. 120 questions, 21 physics, 23 chemistry, 41 biology related and the rest between geology, astronomy, meteorology and science stuff. it was a toughie! im hoping that since 1/3 of the test was biology that i did okay! lets hope so! *fingers crossed*

i have to admit, getting phone calls make ya feel loved! im sure ill regret all that love when i see my phone bill!!

shopping is therapeutic! im still in search for some new going out shoes since i have to retire my old shoes!

im thinking about going to schlitterbahn! granted i wanna go tubing but 2 hours isnt enough! decisions decisions!

UT lost the first world series game agst Cal State Fullerton! =( hopefully they can win the next two! that would be nice =)

the mystery behind the eyes
i've never considered myself a mysterious person. i've always thought i was a pretty open person, just like an open book!

its funny for me when someone tells me that im possibly hiding something. what could i possibly be hiding? it makes me ponder. . .

laugh!
so im gonna learn to laugh and laugh at myself! i think im capable of both. my cheeks are very tight from all the laughing and stuff!

i love people with infectious laughs or even laughs that put a smile on my face. i've met someone like that. he laughs, i smile. its a good trade-off. he just doesnt know it yet.

i hope i get to smile for a while. . .

the potential of becoming a drama queen is building. this might not be good, it definitely bad. lets see how long it takes before i blow!

BUT in efforts to be good, im gonna stay calm!

i am a rational woman! =)

he warned me!

no pain, no glory!

time to put the battle face on! remember im phuckin extraordinary!!

who the hell are you??

"im just your ordinary, average everday sane psycho, SUPERGODDESS!!"

song update
i still have a theme song. i think it helps me a lot. Liz Phair is phucking amazing!! i love her!! phucking EXTRAORDINARY!

i have to admit though, Avril is pretty kick ass too! i think if it wasnt for the negative tinge to her song, im liking "my happy ending" too. and "nobody's home!" good stuff!!

*sigh*

i promise deeper entries soon. how soon? im not sure. i'll have to see.

one more day of studying until my science 8-12 test! AHHHHHHHHHHHHHh!! starting to get nervous! wat the freak do i do all freakin day!! (NOT A DAYAM THING!) =X

and it continues. . .
amazingly again, it happens. im starting to think its going to become a usual. this could get bad. this could get good. i hope it lasts. im gonna be a happy girl if it does!

happy Jane
He called. TWICE! LOL I'm happy. I like. =)

oh how i miss austin. . .
so i went to austin this weekend to play. . and i definitely have to admit that i had fun!
on friday nite, i went to red fez with and did a lil dancing, a lil drinking. . nothing too crazy. the intresting thing was that i did meet a guy. . .a drunk guy to be exact. talked to him and what not and wasnt planning to see him again but indeed i did!
saturday was spent picking peaches and shopping before i spent the evening out again. we (me and my fav sexy momma thats not my momma) went to a moving wrap partry that we were invited to go to. it was okie. . the guy from the nite before met me up there and we hung out sat nite too. it was fun. . .
the irony to all of this is that i meet a fun, nice guy who happens to go to UT when i dont go there anymore! =( it makes me sad. hopefully we'll keep in touch. he's a busy guy, work and school but i like that. i finally had a fun nite. . .its just funny how it was a good 5 years overdue!

now i wish i lived in austin. . .

oh yeah, i still dont have my other Shania cd back. . .YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE!! grrrrrrrrr!

i hate fuckin criminals
so tonite was not a good night. as my mom and my sister were coming into the house, some random young african american male tried to run up towards my sister and steal her person. in the process, he was able to rip off my car alarm from my keychain. if that fucking ass wipe comes by again and i see him, his ass is MINE!! for the most part, i thought my neighborhood was fairly safe, ya know, without worries but apparently thats not the case! my neighbor Keith told me that similar cases having been popping up where people jack stuff from residents as they're leaving their homes in the mornings. its starting to make me worry. im startin to feel unsafe! i dont like this! i think im gonna have to consider gettin mace and other personal protection products! i hate criminals. . FUCK YALL! ALL ROT IN HELL!!

on a good note, i just finished watching "love actually" tonite. . its a good movie. . .kinda restores my hope in love a little bit. .

but yeah. . .FUCK ALL YOU CRIMINALS!!

back from france
well im just dropping a quick line! im back from grenoble. it was cool and fun. ill upload the pictures soon so everyone can seem my travels and stuff! my ears arent working so if you call me, you'll understand why i cant hear ya! more about france letter! im me or call to say HI!!!