GAME OVER
after 5 months of constant wondering, i've finally come to a resolution. all it took was a simple summary with the addition of the words "move on." with that being said by a person that i dont even know well, i decided that it was time to no longer wonder, no longer ask. just leave it as is and simply "move on." its said and it kinda sucks. i honestly do want some answers but i think its just better leaving things the way they are. . .maybe knowledge is half the battle, with the other half being acceptance. it might just be easier to skip the war all together and join the festivities!

im a good girl, im fun to be around. . a bit chatty and sometimes annoying but my heart is in the right place. with that being said, i can find someone enjoyable to be around, that cares/likes/loves me as much as i care/like/love them. im envious of those that find that. thats simply what i want in my world. its not gonna happen. . . yet.

the fortune teller was wrong. . .

(oh yeah, i got semi-permantly marked! it looks badass! if i ever do it for real, this is exactly how its gonna look! =D ask me about it!)