PROGRESS??
so last nite, i got the phone call that i've been waiting the longest time for. if anything, it got me MORE confused than ever! i finally made a big decision in my life (to take the teaching position in alief) and KAD decides to somewhat open up to me. . .i hope it wasnt the alcohol that drove him to it! i guess im really more confused than ever! i know now, no matter what he says, i've made my decision. i think he hasnt fully made his decison on me yet so its okay for me to not be here in austin. . .i guess sometimes you gotta realize that if you really want something, you'll go after it anyways and work hard at it to work. because HONESTLY, if i had the chance, i would take it and NEVER let it go. . .