MeMoRieS of LoVe
i know the CAPS and non CAPS gets annoying but i just felt like typing that way!

so last night i watched the season's finale of High School Reunion. it was kinda crazy when Gabe offered Denise the ring as a promise of his commitment. . .i think sometimes when people really want to, they'll try their hardest at working something that was once there. its funny sometimes how old love gets re-ignited. honestly, i dont think the flame is ever burnt out. . its just a matter of fueling the weak flame.

so its funny because i've come to realize that time is slowly ticking away and i still have a lot to do! slowly i'll get the courage. . .i mean, i do have a banquet the following thursday (on Friends series finale nite!! these UTeach people have bad planning abilities!!) last nite, i also talked to a friend and he help me work out my thoughts. . .i think i want and assume too much is going on. my emotions are getting in the way of my rational thinking (if it ever existed) i think the smartest thing would be just to confront things head on. . i dont think its gonna happen though. . .i love the "ballz!" figuratively and literally!

i use to believe in fate until it told me to shove it and this wasnt my time! now i realize that fate brings ya close to the gold and then its your choice to actually reach out and take it! right now, fate has opened up the treasure chest for me. . its just a matter of me taking that last step to take the treasure. . . i think im way scared. . but like one famous person once said, "the only thing to fear is fear itself" and like one guy once told me, "Jane, stop thinking so much!"

Yeah. . .if it was ONLY that easy!