so much to think about in my last couple of months as an undergrad. . .
like the subject of this entry states, i've come to realize that i have soo much to think about in the next couple of months! for instance:
1. where am i gonna live? am i gonna stay in austin or move back to houston?
conditions: depends on where i get a job. even though i want to really stay in austin, i know that if i get a job offer in houston, it'll be to my benefit to go back
to houston because i'll save TONS of money. . but austin. . .i love it soo much cuz i've been there soo long! what to do? i dunno *shrug*
2. guys: BLAH! i know where i am. . .i just wonder if i can find someone thats there with me too!
3. school: i should be tetatively stressing. . i STILL have to take physics. . hahaha. . being that i have no money to sign up for it, it's gonna suck! i still need to
register for the TeXeS exam too. . .thats something i gotta do first thing when i get back into austin. . .it'll be on my monday (or tuesday) to do list!
4. responsibilities: i've lucked out these last couple of years. .granted i've been dayam responsible when i needed to be. . but with finances. . i SUCK! i dunno
what im gonna do next year. . hopefully i wont go bankrupt!

oddly enough last night i had a convo with a good friend that i havent talked to in a while. . .man i miss the good ole days! and i promised i wouldnt write about what we talked about =) but it made me think a little. back in the day, when i was totally in love. . (ick!) i use to (sometimes) have dreams about him. . .its weird. i use to think that i dreamt about people i liked or something like th at. . but now, i dont even do that! i dont think i do much dreaming (that i remember) anymore. whether thats good or bad, im not sure. im not one to assess that bit just yet!

my asian sensation friend is having girl troubles. . .welcome to the club! i think that when you've reached a point where you want to be able to share something special with a person, life just gets frustrating! its never easy! you know what else is frustrating? the fact that my dog NEVER wants to get back into the backyard! he's insane! what a bad dog!!

one last rant. im super super sore! my arms hurt. . .i think i did a little too much work yesterday. . .i get worked out muscles and a tan from doing yard work. . haha FUN FUN! well lets make it sound more girly. . more like some heavy duty gardening =)

one last thought: sometimes, even when you wait, it takes forever for things to happen. so the question is, do you want around for things to happen or take things into your own hands! tell me what you think!