my new mantra
soo too much dishing out of good advice and too little taking it so i've decided to start doing what i'm dishing! so for now it is

i am the beholder of my own happiness

i think its a pretty true statement. i think lately i've allowed myself to have my emotions run by outside things and its about time i take it back!! no more ms nice chica! its time to be the femme fatale!! hehehe (i wonder if thats even right?)
i think what i've l learned is even though i've grown up a lot as a person in the past year, there's still so much i have left to learn. with every experience and person i encounter, i learn something new! with one of my gal pals, i've learned that i just need to let go and do what i feel like; from my guitar god friend (hehehe love ya!) and many others, ive learned that i just need to stop thinking to much and realize that i'm not the one who's confused, esp if i take control of things; from my best friend, ive learned that friendships are everlasting. . .that no matter how little we see and talk to each other, we're still there for each other; from one brother, i've learned that friendships are timed and do end. . .people change and grow up and in the process, you may out grow one another; there are soo many other lessons to be learned and i've got semester to learn it from all these great people!! but yeah i think i've learned a lot and slowly i'm gonna reflect on everything and just evolve. . .and YES I SAID EVOLVE (for all those non evolutionists!) into a more grown person =)