almost déjà vu
so its all self induced confusion but MAN, i feel like i'm in the same place i was last year. . .LOL. . ironically its kinda funny but sucky all at the same time. . . (i wonder if i used ironic correctly in that sentence! haha) i mean, who knew i would be telling people that were with me last year the same stories again .. major DéJà Vu!! thank God for having friends who havent heard the story before! hehe. . . but anyways. . there were somethings that were new though. . .

apparently i've come to the conclusion that the best way to have a male best friend is for him to be your significant other (the way i wanted it to ALWAYS be and the way it once was =\) or for him to be gay! so since i'm not making much ground on the first one, time to find a nice gay guy who will be my partner in crime! =D

i definitely can say that i'm glad i'm having tons of girl time on the weekends!! branching out was a good idea! i just wish i had more money so i could go out and play more! it sucks being poor. . . maybe i should aim for a girls nite one day. . .you know, funky colored mud masks, chick flicks, gossip, ect. . . old fashion slumber party =) an idea INDEED!

i've got myself a new DVD player now. . .YEAH!! THANKS again my azn sensation friend . . . hehehe i know how much you LOVE to see that! now i can listen to music without my computer crashing. . granted its one half of the alphabet at a time! hehehe

in other song findings. . .Lovely by Michelle Tumes. . .she's actually a Christian singer. . i really like this song. . .kinda makes me think this is the way LOVE should be =)

You're the sweet dreams that soothe me
When I can't fall asleep
You're the field in the middle of the city
When I'm rushing by at the speed of light
You're the strong resolution when I find no peace
You're the church bells ringing in the evening
When all is quiet You whisper comfort
That lifts my heart
I get so weak

Ooh You're lovely, lovely
You're the center of my universe
A thousand times I look around me and I find
Ooh You're lovely, lovely
You're the center of my universe
A million ways could not explain
You're lovely

You're the soft words that touch me
When I just can't speak
You're the breeze on the ocean in the morning
Reminding me to greet the day
You're the flowers I remember seeing in Italy
Colors through a golden haze
Bright and radiant, soft and fragrant
In the noon day sun, it makes me sing

Ooh You're lovely, lovely
You're the center of my universe
A thousand times I look around me and I find
Ooh You're lovely, lovely
You're the center of my universe
A million ways could not explain
You're lovely

I understand there may be grief
And there may be pain
But I'm aware You blind the darkness
With Who You are

Because...

Ooh You're lovely, lovely
You're the center of my universe
A thousand times I look around me and I find
Ooh You're lovely, lovely
You're the center of my universe
A million ways could not explain
You're lovely

LASTLY, in my own version of an old favorite, if the world gives you lemons, take those lemons and peg the motherf*cker who gave them to you in the first place! hehehe =)