glimmer GLIMMER!!
soo after a couple of weeks, i got a sign to dispell the idea that maybe i'm not as scary as i think i am on a first impression! =X i got sign of reassurance today when i received a message proving that i'm not as bad as i think i may be! well YEAH!! glimmer of hope as of just yet. . but i still think there are good times. . .

in other news. . .unfortunately, my apt is as wonderful as i thought it would be. . it might be a lil bit of a fixer upper. . i feel really bad about it but im gonna try to only think about the positives! (yeah, i sound like i'm investing too much time into work ideals! hopefully they'll fix the crack and the funky paint colors by friday!! lets hope so!!