Changes
i think thats the best way to describe whats going on right now in my life. . .moving out of my home for the past three years, becoming accustomed to living with one other person, PLUS slowly saying good bye to the house i've know for the past 17 years of my life. . .its kinda crazy. . .i dunno if this is actually just a preview of whats gonna happen when i finally graduate. . .life is kinda weird as of late i guess . . sometimes i think its probably because for the first time in my life, things are the way they're suppose to be. . everything's changin and shifting around and thus, UNFAMILIAR . .and i dont do well with unfamiliar. . .on another note, i've come to a realization. . .when asked, "are you single?" i think i can honestly answer "im semi-seriously dating myself" haha weird huh? i think despite my unwillingness to give up on the opposite sex and my adoration for Angelina (=X hehe) and another individual, i've come to the realization that i need to love myself (MORE) than i already do before anything. . . MORE change. . .but we'll see. . . (dont get me wrong, if either Angelina or the OTHER person decided they wanted to be part of my life in the special way, it'll be something worth considering. . .