Love. . .continued
well its been the obvious topic of my last couple of blogs. . its probably for a reason .. .but at the moment, i dont care to disclosed it! well i've been listenin to the Justin Guarini cd and others (Michelle Branch, Sean Paul and soon to come up 50 cent) and while i've been listening to Mr.Justin (by way of American Idol fame for you non-reality tv addicts) i've become engulfed in thoughts about the song topics, mostly love and stuff like that. . . and well i guess sometimes when it comes down to it, as much as it seems as of late that i care less for love and relationships, the REAL me acknowledges how important it is. . or at least i think it is when factored into my life. . . i mean, granted i dont expect to find Mr. Perfect-For-Me anytime soon (even though it would be nice =D), i at the same time, kinda miss all THAT stuff. . .dont you like my somewhat vagueness? i mean, i watch couples and i see how much the guy adores his gf. i have a friend and thats DEFINITELY the case between him and his girlfriend. . .but granted he's a really sensitive guy to begin with and somewhat strays from the NORM for guys. . . i mean, i dont want SUPER mushy. . GOD! if that was the case. .ICK! YUCK! that was the FORMER me. . you know, the one that got hurt and is slightly jade from that experience and from hangin around guys. . but well. . its nice to feel adored and loved and to be treated nicely and to always be happy and smiley. . .gushy, i know! *sigh* i remember those days like it was just yesterday. . . ironically i definitely know that i only have the flippy floppy mushy tummy feeling with TWO people. . .*shrug* i'm sure my time will come again. . . well lets hope so! but if not, i'm content. . .with or without, i'm still the same person =)