Feelin' Better
so after almost 2 hrs of talking, i feel a lot better about this weekend. . .i think the one thing i've gotta learn is to just tell people what i think! Express my mind and thoughts. . . but at the same time, i think i've gotta learn that the world doesnt revolve around me . . (as much as i make fun of certain friends on how the world doesnt revolve around them, i've figured that i have the same complex!) sometimes in all of my insanity, i forget that there are other people so i have to say MAJOR THANKS to everyone in my life. . .whether you've been there since day one or from time to time, no matter how long we've been each other's lives . . THANKS! i just think that sometimes i just gotta get my life straight and separate the different spheres in my life. . make sure that NOTHING overlaps. . TOO MUCH!!
Something that i did learn today is that eventually you have to forgive yourself and let go of the pass. . . i think thats a major thing that i havent been able to do. . .but after some talking to a friend, i think i can begin taking the first step towards letting go and being okay. . .i think its just part of me growing and transitioning to another part of my life. . .as everyone goes out into the real world, i still have another year of school to do but at the same time, i'm transitioning into just another phase of my life. . .maybe more overwhelming that i originally thought but i think i'll be okay. . .i reallly do think i'll be okay =)