WEIRD THING! its been a while so i'm kinda surprised but i had a dream about HIM! *sigh* there are many "he's" in my life but ONLY one him. . .soo i had a dream .. and in a way, yeah, it was one of those where he's trying to get an US back together. . same basic concept, just a different format. . .its kidna weird how the world works! this may have happened because of the recent happenings in my life. . .its weird but i think that was one of the times where i had a LOT of security in my life. . .or at least i FELT a lot of security. . .

"though we both know the worst part about it is i would be free when you wanted me, if you wanted me. . "
from Man on the Side by John Mayer
(granted i'm NOT a man, nor am i on the side. . but the quote felt true. . .