oh yeah .. after all this time, John Mayer's "Your Body is a Wonderland" is still a badass song! i love it!

okie. . its been a long nite soo i'll keep it short and sweet. . .after a long conversation with a friend (thanks HTP!), i realized a lot. . i dunno what i'm gonna do with those realizations but i do know that i am one complicated person!! it sucks! maybe i'm not ready after all. . .who knows. . .i should start off with something little .. or big little like a bird =D haha. . one day i'll be able to explain. . .

so as promised, i'm gonna try to write more often. . .well seems like i'm not doing too bad with my whole DL thing. .i can honestly admit that its easy to draw parallels when they exist. i was looking at Emerson and Foucult (the reptilian residents of 4204) i realized that they had soo many similarities despite the physical differences. .. and they still like each other. . .well minus the turtle bitch-slapping that occurs every now and then. . .(seem i'm tryin to relate this to real life? if you ONLY knew!!)

"an oldie but a goodie"
Honesty is the best policy
despite what was said tonite seemed slightly overwhelming for me at moments, it was refreshing to have someone be so honest to me. . . in a weird way, i can already taste the trouble! dayam me for not graduating already!! who would know that bringin up the "H" word would get you so far!

its been a long time since i've written in here. . in the meantime, tons of things have happened like:

1.Bush declared war agst Iraq last Monday nite. . .yeah, we're bombing them and stuff. . .Iraqi soldiers are surrendering but at the same time our soldiers are gettin killed. .have they found any weapons? not yet. . .but lets hope they find some or it'll be a waste of lives. . .i'm sure ousting out the Iraqui regime is a good idea but i'm hoping we'll follow through and not let down those civilians there!

2. I had Spring Break .. yeah! it was a nice break .. too bad it wasnt long enough!! it was fun, relaxing and peaceful. ..exactly what i needed! :-)

3. So UT Men's bball has made it to the Sweet 16 again! yeah!! we beat UNC-Asheville and Purdue. Now we take on Connecticut. . its in SA. . too bad i cant go see it. . it would be fun :-) in other NCAA action, LSU lost in the first round (WAHOO! LOL) UT women's bball started out strong by wining round 1. . .they're gonna play round 2 in the next 2 days going agst Arkansas! you go girls! HOOK ' EM HORNS!

4. In other news. . i'm having fun! thats all i have to say =D

okie well its late. . i'm gonna try to write a lil more often ..school's gettin crazy! tons of deadlines and things due soo wish me luck!

i am not a happy person. . tears streaming down one's face is usually a negative indicator.

PEOPLE MAY NOT REMEMBER EXACTLY WHAT YOU DID, OR WHAT YOU SAID,BUT THEY WILL ALWAYS REMEMBER HOW YOU MADE THEM FEEL. i jacked that off a friends AIM info who jacked it off of his friend's info. . .my mom thinks she saw John in houston on sunday. . .i guess when i found out, it stirred up a lot of feelings. . i still care about the guy evidently .. but not in that i wanna resserrect (sp) a relationship but more like i miss him a lot and wish we were still friends. . but at the same time, it made me mad because in the time we were together, he never came to houston/austin for me during mardi gras when i asked him. . .but here he was .. .(possibly) in houston during mardi gras weekend. . . i guess maybe i never meant enough for him to come and see me .. .oh watever .. . soo hence the quote. . . he might not remember anything i did for him or said to him. . but hopefully he remembers how i made him feel. . and hopefully thats a good thing!

well furthermore, after crazy partyin this weekend, because it was mardi gras weekend, i've realized one thing. . I"M AN OLD FART! (i hate to admit it but its true!) after endless hours of dancing, i'm SORE as hell. . i feel like i had one crazy workout. . .walking is a pain today! the topping on the icing? i was tired at 3ish last nite at the after party. . i've become the old fart that i always teased! hehe