once again its been a while since i've written in here. . just TWO major topics to discuss:

1. JERKS! so during the weekend, i think i had the jerkiest thing said to me by a fellow houstonian. . lets call him Mr.R just for reference purposes. Mr.R had attempted to pursue me and what not but after being given the ultimatum of sorts to make a decision on what my feelings where, i chosed the lesser of TWO evils, that i did NOT him. obviously the less favorable choice for him) after an attempt to just be given the chance to go out and hang out and lemme see what happens, he got PISSY (like a freakin girl!) and told me that i was confusing him because of my indecisiveness!! GRRR! well all in all he INSULTED me by sayin that if this was how i treated a friend (in his opinion, SHIETY), he would hate to see how i treated him as a boyfriend! A LOAD OF CRAP!! but yeah. . .thats when i realized his PMSing is worse than mine, a definite dealbreaker!!

2. SWEETHEARTS but on the other hand, sometimes when you break some eggs, you make some good omlets! LOL. . maybe i'm using the sayin ALL WRONG but there is a pot of gold at the end of the rainbow. i've been fortunate to come in contact with wonderful, entertaining personalities that restore my faith in guys. maybe for me, its a matter of just waitin around and see what happens. . .in time, i'll be able to find sweethearts that are CLOSER to me! hehe. .in time i'm sure!

but anyways. . in todays news:
WINTERY WEATHER!! its been great! we had a SNOW DAY! can you believe it?? NO SCHOOL!! hehe =) and from this, i think that i'm not gonna be able to live somewhere up north! The roomies and i (minus the on that's MIA rite now) went out for a day in the cold. . .SCRAPPING ice off of our cars! this was definitely a MAJOR task. after almost falling down not one, but TWO flights of stairs, i spent about 30 minutes or so, slipping and sliding on the ice around my car as i slowly chipped my way into my car. . .about a half inch of ice! i actually lost feeling in my thighs! (i wish i owned more sweatpants now!) but yeah. i'm hoping that they cancel classes again -D yes, i know i'm lazy but its soo fun!!

wow. . it seems as of late, i'm just a lil bit lazier to actually get on this page and type my thoughts away. but TODAY i have graced this page once again with my insane thoughts. . . well its 4 days till Valentine's day and i dunno how i'm feeling. its kinda weird but in a way, i'm not sad but i'm not happy. i'm just ME! i dunno what that means exactly. i guess in a perfect world, i would want a special someone to share friday with. . in the same city and all that crap. . . hahaha but at the same time, i think i've begin to look beyond my box. its weird to think that there's someone who really wants to be with me but i have such reservations because i dont think i want to get involved in something that i KNOW has no future for stupid reasons that i would rather keep to myself. . .if anything, the most important thing for me is to welcome back into my life my wonderful guy friends that i have been great the last couple of semesters =) i owe them a lot. . sometimes more than they can ever comprehend. . . but thats just how friendship is. but anyways. . just random thoughts of the nite. . .