well its been officially a year since the end of what i thought was THE ONE. . .amazingly, i cant say its all been bad. . .i can definitely say that i've grown as a person and i've learned a whole lot of things that i didnt know. . . who knew maturity came in small packages like this!! well if anything, i know there's life after first love =) i have friends and family whom i adore and (hopefully =P) they feel the same way about me. . what else?? i've grown academically .. .it was last spring when i took that MAJOR step in actually OFFICIALLY changin my major and starting this past summer, i've been rebuilding my GPA which i'm proud to say is coming back up =) and lets not forget, i've finally figured out what i wanna do in my life. .. TEACHING =) what else? i've began to test the waters of the big fish pond or ocean of people. . .not yet that successful (=/) but its okie!! i'm a SURVIVOR!!
well the inevitable! its been a year. .and i had my dream! *shock* amazingly at first i thought it was a bad sign kinda dream. . .imagining Giang's aol profile dedicated to his new found love. . .at first, i thought this was me, mad, jealous, just EMOTING on the unfairness of all of that showiness he shows with her. .. but never with me because of the LDR thing. . .BUT, amazingly, i realized that in actuality, i'm probably more happy for him than anything!! you know, i remember telling him that the most important thing for me was that we were both happy! it still holds true! =) another sign of maturity! (sickening eh?) well its not too bad. . .i'm growing up. .and eventually i'll be a grown-up =D (then i can hang out with the big boys! hehe)
well here's a link for all you girls out there wonderin why guys lie! haha. . at least its written from a male POV soooo maybe its accurate! (or he could be lying!! =P) http://love.msn.com/men/article1.asp